happy new year!

happy2010! I rmbr jus a decade ago, which seems jus a while bk, i was here in kuching too, wow... Time passes fast n everyone is gettin old haha...happy new yr and all d very best in this 2010 yr people=)

1 more day to 2010!

Since I saw everyone is looking back to what they've done in the past one year,

I will do the same too.

In terms of 'responsibility of a student'.

I decided to work hard on my uni works and be more matured in doing things, but I don't think I have achieved any of those. I could be succeeding on one of them some time, but it didn't manage to last long enough. sigh... 'consistency' to be improved. I hope my parents will worry less about me after some time, need to really change myself to a better 'adult'. Think with my brain, and think before doing things. Insist in what I want, Make good decisions, Influence ppl in a good way.... the list goes on. Just don't think I am doing a good job in being a 20 year old, very, very bad.

Of course I need to thank the coursemates who have been helping all the way. wanyen & her group of great friends ( sabahans), Wendy, voonvoon, robin, diana , , munsuet, yingying amy and sam and everyone else who have been guiding me when I have troubles on uni works! Without you guys, it would even be harder for me to 'suffer' through all the torturing works. HAHAH. =P

I gotta admit, life in kl is unforgettable and not to be mentioned, FUN=) I AM GONA MISS IT SOOO MUCH!

okay, you r gona say, STUDY AH PLAY PLAY PLAY. YEAP YEAP YESH YESH, Uni life in Kl is over and it's gona be another phase of life to stay in a different environment, meeting new friends again and perhaps studying in a different uni wif a diff system. ARGH. life is stil gona go on, well jus hope it flows smoothly.

I need to thank my parents for allowing me to make one of my biggest decision (at least to me, it is. )

Guess you know what it is, might be repeating again but yeah it really influenced and changed me in some ways after Astro Star Quest 2009. Although I didn't make it very far, but at least one of the goals in my life is achieved -to enter the competition and experience it.

BIG thanks to my family and friends out there for the encouragement and confidence given. I knew who are the real friends through this competition. And most importantly, i feel glad to have these lovely parents who gave me freedom in choosing what I want. I LOVE you papa & mama. <3

Also, I've met great friends from this competition whom they r good .... advisers in... certain thing. HAHA=P other than dat, laughters and stupid jokes, perfect! And it's the first time to have 'star' friends. yeap, special feeling. heheh. Big piece of good memories from this. =)

Lastly, I shouldn't give up so easily anymore in whatever things. i am too scared of disappointment and rejection and embarrassment and lastly being alone. OH god. help me help me. sometimes feeling kinda useless.

btw....

Ma life in 2010. haven't have a list of to-dos and to-be-obeyed, but I am certain, I need to learn how to DO something by not just saying and not doing, too good at that. You know it, I knew it.DARN.

GROW UP & be brave yoh. HAHA=P

p/s me ish still in meow meow cat city. wanyen pls don kick my cat away! haha.

gona catch up with some ppl soon, have been too ignorant or maybe forgetful like an old grandma AGAIN, i was living my own life in my own world, you get it? paiseh LAH. haiz

back and gona go agen.

HEY PEEPS=D

life has been good, not too meaningful but not absolutely meaningless. h a h a... Just found myself getting lazier (even more than usual!) in everything, including blogging. Things are still very unorganized until now, the same me. I need to do a lot of stuffs before new year, throw all the rubbish into the trash, files in laptop, bad memories... yeap=D

I planned to practice piano and attend vocal classes this holiday but none of them is done. =( sigh, I am so lack of motivation, have so much in mind to do but never get them done. I never know how to walk step by step bah haiyoh. I wana skip but i think I will fall in the middle.

Sis is in Spore with her friends for Xmas and she's not back yet. Hope she's enjoying and BUY ME STUFFSS hahahaha!

Kuching trip is jus around the corner, and I am gona get even heavierrrr after the trip, cos Kuching= food palace man! no kidding!
p.s mr. teh, no kuching-ians don't eat fried cat. HAHA!

And... I dyed my hair khaki brown (says the Loreal dye box) but it turned out to be a lil .... darrkkk... haha, don't really love it but I guess it's okay? Ah already ugly now. I KNOW I KNOW AND I KNOW I USED TO BE LOTSSSSSS PRETTIER BACK IN SECONDARY! STOP REMINDING ME, ESP LOUIS YONG HOCK LIN!

Photos to be uploaded soon, maybe before or after kuching trip=D


take care ppl! and happy belated xmas =D hoho...

shallow BOO!

Met a very shallow person,
and I think I overreacted a bit when he stepped on my tail.

I pity him for being so brainless in talking.
I pity him for still being clueless on how lousy he himself is.

BOO to you idiot.

it's always great to be with the family=)

It was a family trip to K.K, 5 of us, all of us. =D


Fine weather all along.

After the journey only I realized,
we have to actually pass by Limbang (malaysia), den Temburong (Brunei) den Lawas (malaysia)and some other smaller places of Malaysia before we reach Sabah. HAHA, funny, I looked at my phone, it changed from DSTCom to Digi den back to DST agen den at last Digi. HAHAAAA, interesting leh. sorry I am 'jus easily .... impressed, by this small matter.

Reached. started shopping! =D and EATING. ate like a pig. OINK.
The three of us. In Descending order, eldest, second eldest and the youngest.
This is the youngest one in my family, showing off her Pudding Milktea from Yoyo cafe, a famous bubble milk tea place in K.K, it was indeed good! You can see how good it's jus looking at how long the queue is.
Night time ate this smelly fish at the 'pasar malam'. Not too impressive=S
Second day, my contact lens is lost! i gotta wear spectacles ( I HATE IT!)
this is the best picture i can get of me wearing specs, believe me, you can't stand how funny I look in real life. ARGH. No makeup+ no contact lens, let me die. I am FAKE! HAHA
This yummy pork noodle soup!

Nice pose leh. nice view, AND NICE MODEL. HAHHAHAH
Our transport=D and the mom waving hello from inside. haha, wat's chyi doing?
cute huh=P I meant the pandas.
Really nice weather.
HOT! I meant the gals in the photo. WUUUHU

Spotted the jellyfish? there r two.
Still continue eating until we reached Limbang! hahahXD
Nice nice snowice.=D
So, at last, we r back, feeling FAT. like piggs. pig mom pig dad pig daughters. ALAH I AM THE HEAVIEST!

I HATE my sisters! they kept complaining I'm 'giant'! =((( BUHOOO

p.s we got this small plan in mind, to get back some time and enjoy the sea! clear crystal blue. wuuuhhh. <3
although the car journey took a bit long, but sleeping+ spending some time and chit chatting in the car is fun too! =DDDDD let's do this again when dad is free!

WUHOO family trip=)

YEAPIE! dad is finally free for a family trip! hope it s gona be nice!
going kk tomoro. can't join desmond's bday c. HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YOU JIANREN! hahahahaXD have fun u al=) *i'm jealous. damn

it was sop's bday

Met wanyen up the first time since I came bk.
It was weihao's - S.O.P, son of principal's birthday! cool name huh. haha=D
these r the 'brothers'jerry with wanyen
Hungzhi and I
me and SOP
wanyen n I, let's go on diet. BOO. never ever succeeded.
The first time I can see my collar bones! so i MUST post this up! HAHHAHA
Thanks for driving me around=D

WUUUUH I RELI LOVE Honey Garlic Chicken Pizza from Pizza Hut, can't get it anywhere in KL.


These crazy guys were having so much great time in the arcade. HAHAIn conclusion, these guys r far more gentleman than.... HAHA=D don wana say it.

Before leaving -part V- club

Buckle up, and get ready to club people! =)
(Stop saying people who club are bad children! haha)
Wanyen, Celsin and I
The pretty and I
Most of us there.


OMG, Is that Chenhoe?! haha, thanks for coming although you weren't feeling well=D

Always the same, wanyen n I
Going home ord? Time flies when we were having fun. Din't notice how fast the time passed!
That was the first time for us (chms-ians high skul frens and close frens to gather up together at club! COOOLLLL ) It is still different to 'play' with close friends. I think you know what I meant. THAT feeling. HAHA=D <3 size="1">The more I look at the people who care for me, the more I feel heavy-hearted to leave. =(

Before leaving -part IV- sing at cafe

One thing I'm gona miss a lot is singing at cafes.

The most important thing is to thank these few people who led me and gave me opportunities earlier, without you all, I won't be here.
I wanted to try singing on the stage so much earlier but never got the courage to start the first step. thanks for the motivation and assistance. terima kasih banyak.

I know I'm not good enough yet but I'm stil given chances. you know how thankful I am. I am being serious *look at my face. HAHA

I should thank all my friends, subang-ians yanyeeewenszeyeechenhoeeguansirwee, wanyenwanzhen, everyone who has been supporting me, reli gave me a lot more courage to be there when i'm singing. THANKS.

*BOWS

Thanks to Kenji, Alan, Ben, Chu, tcher Yunni
for the help all along. <3>

I don't know what else to say except a BIG thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

can't c weiquan's eyes! HAHXD

Before leaving -part III- steamboat

Thanks to our ASQ09 producer Angie, AP Samantha aka Sasa, Nanny Samson, ASQ Champion Min, 'Ball champion' Yoke, the other grasses: Chu, Isaac, Pearly, Number Six- Weiquan, yumin's bf and mrteh for the farewell dinner=D

Appreciate your <3s>

Really had a good time with you all. I cherish the moments with every single one of you. Craziness.Pinky elva manalu.
all the asq'09-ians that nite. our gang, crazy gang.
the guys=D
Gona miss you all<3 thanks for everything!

Before leaving -part III- genting trip

It was Chu the sampat's bday.
celebrated it at Genting, with EVERYONE. so many guests together=)
MEMORABLE one huh chu.

Hope you enjoyed OUR companion. HEHE. more to come! *CHOY.
this is the gang, where is Pearly?
yup this is all of us, eh wher's pinky again? =S
Oh she's here! she's currently singing at genting's casino, so we 'shun bian' paid her a visit too.
it's actually, chu's bday, visit pinky and a lil bit of farewell saying byebye to me. BUHOO=(
At starbucks


At the escalator. hahaThanks Pinky for the meals! BIGGG meals slurrp =P

This is the 全球新秀冠军, yoke. alah, we are like grasses beside her when ppl recognize her in genting. HAHAH=D keep up the good work and al the best in the future. HAIZ i forgot to get signature from her, mayb can sell in the future neh.

Okay now, let's recall something. HAHA OUR POSES! apparently before and after photoshop, ther's HUGE difference, WHO CARES rite? as long as we r HAPPY TOGETHER=)



BUHOO i am gona miss these sampats! CRAZY fellows. HAHA

Before leaving -part II- spore trip

We planned this Spore trip since there will not be much chances for the dwarfs to gather together after graduating. I am leaving soon, and yanyee+szeyee r working soon (how fast=S)
so yup, we made it to spore but sadly without pawhui louis and vincent=(

So we are still looking forward for another trip with ALL of us together yeah!

This was when we just touched down spore, in the 'limo'. don play play.
Then 'kakak' (sounds like maid) chyi mei brought us to the yummylicious bubble tea, KOI bubble tea WOOSH.
Yanyee n I were super addicted to this curry fishballs, had it almost everyday!

I myself can't stop ordering this fish noodle every lunchtime! it's at the Chinatown foodcourt, have been loving it since the first time I had it=DAt the MRT station, Phua Chu Kang asked us not to play play.
these two amois, studying in spore. thanks for meeting us up although u gals r having exams=) <3
Xmas trees and decos r everywhere, I am not a big fan of it though but yeah they r nice=)


We managed to go clubbbb! clubbers=D enjoyed very much cos all are close friends, can play like crazy!

Sheeling met us up too~ thanks for being youxin lah.


Spore trip Nov'09 SUCCESS (if I could join the whole trip, noone to blame for. )
OKAY LAH considered successful since we did shopping and had so much funnnn! YIPEEE yaya.

Home sweet home <3

Bird's eye view from the plane, this is part of Brunei,

HELLO BRUNEI! I AM HERE!back home. this is my driver. She insisted to help me carry the SMALLER luggage. Have you ever seen someone who will just stand beside without helpin you to carry the luggage to the car's boot? APA INI! haha

YEAPIE HOME=D (saw my long beans? got them from mom's fren HAHA, think it's a pretty cool bag, new style man!)
And here, this is the ONLY Mcd in Brunei. COOLness.
Went Snowhouse (not Snowflakes) with high skul frens.
From left to right: Me, Pawhui who's back from Melbourne, Siang, Jeff, Kuichuan and Louis.
This is Chyi with her spongebob. look-alikes.
I wanted one pic of it too!
This is d younger sis. now she regretted for welcoming us back, noise pollution in the house!
fren's bday tonite=D funfunfun

END<3

Before leaving -part I-

Life has been packed even after assignments, and I'm exhausted, even after what you call 'relax' which is supposed to be 'relaxing'. you know what I meant.

Most of my closer frens would know that I'm probably leaving KL to Aussie next year (if everything goes smoothly). Just in case things go wrong halfway, I mite go back KL (who knows). CHOY.. touchwood lah.

Have got another conditional offer from another uni, so I'm stil holding the other. Gotta wait until end of December, hopefully mid Dec when my results is out.

So before leaving, we planned for trips, reunions.... everything we can do in such a short time!
For fun, we sacrifice our sleep hours, we pour full energy and play to the max! HEY it's the las time we can get together and enjoy in KL. Honestly, I love life in KL, in the way of 'entertainment', so there's too much temptations here, not a very good place to study but still I (and the others) managed to pass every semester! so.. SHUT UP. haha=D

alrite, after my spore trip, the next one was Pulau Ketam-ing, 'honeymoon' with wanyen. Just the two of us, we went by KTM all the way to Pelabuhan Klang, den using a speedboat to Pulau Ketam, takes around maybeh 1.5 hours? not too sure about the exact time. It was pretty relaxing to cycle around the village. ( the bicycle rental fee is RM5 for the WHOLE DAY).

Finally wanyen n I arrived at Pulau Ketam. Have been talking about it and failing to go earlier. At least we made it at last before leaving yeah=D YIPEEE!!


I also have something to complain about. I am freakin pissed when someone tipu my $. We ordered seafood and price was negotiated before the dishes r on the table, as in, we have ordered THIS seafood with THIS price, deal, but when payment is made, it's a different price, like around Rm 20 more. Then the guy gave stupid reasons. F-er.



Then it was yumcha session with Hoang, our Vietnamese friend, who is like a big brother to us.
Appreciate our friendship very much, and I hope I will still cyah someday. =D Take care yoh.


And another 'finally', after stayin in Sunway for two years, this is our first time to visit the ice rink. hahah. em, i gotta say, we need more practice! haha, mayb I will practice on roller blades on land more, den I can be more stable in skating. I can 'slide' but stil not stable enuf. wanyen LOVES skating don't ya? Thanks for accompanyin me to tryout this! know you feel very 'weiqu' haha=D

Last but not the least, thanks to wanyen. You have been a very very good friend/roommate/companion/'brother' BLAHHH to me. Get to know you even more (vice versa) and I really think you r a good person and I'm glad that I have the opportunity to spend time with you these two years. Thanks for tolerating all of my bad points and mafan-ness. HAIZ (sound like we r never gona meet). Please promise me to become girly like a princess in this 0.5 year's time. hahah! i will cyah soon in aussie=D

Okay lah, still thanks and I hope we will have more time to sampat in the future. WUHOO!

-pls be back for Part II-

assignments i WILL miss you.

I am DONE with ALL the LOVELY assignments!
*slap myself, YEAH IT'S TRUE!

oh goshh. I can't believe two days of my spore trip were spent on assignments.
*slaps myself agen, it's my own fault lor. who to blame. haha

btw, I still managed to grab as much 'goods' (from shopping) as the others, or maybe MORE than them, HAHA! they r jealous on how fast I can shop, 'efficiently'.

5 dwarfs were there in spore instead of 7. missing outs r pawhui, vincent and louis=( ok. 8 dwarfs.

o yeah, jus bcos I've spent all my phone credits b4 I came back (spore line), I didn't manage to call louis yong n wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY! so here you go Louis=D
Wish you.... hmm. just stay the way you are. WAKAKA=D
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY! welcome to the 'TWENty' club. OLD MAN!

and jingyi too. wanted to celebrate ur bday at Clarke Quay and we ended up celebrating nothing ther hor. haha. aeroplane po. HAPPY birthday to you too=D hope your eyebrows will be more cantik each and every day. hahha.

ok. stop blah blah-ing, I'm gona post PHOTOSSSSS MUAHAHAHA. *to be edited.

I love mom<3

I am so sheltered with love!
I want mom to be with me here foreverrrrr!!!!
you can see how funny she's, ok it's 'sinful',
she washed all my clothes, she mopped the floor the first day she came when we didn't even notice what she was doing. I don't have to shop by myself but I've new stuffs they bought me during shopping WAKAKAAA... OH MY GODDD... i feel guilty!

hope i can finish up my assignments and spend time with mom n sis asap! DAMN assignments.

my life is full of guilt atm. darn.

yes no yes no

I hope it's not a lie.
I hope everything will be fine,
all I want is just some good memories before I go back.

No regrets please.

God bless me.
amitofo.

$$$ CHING ur head.

I will donate the money to you, since you didn't keep the promise,
it's only RM20, yeah. BUT I AM PISSED COS YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS BEING CALCULATIVE WHY COULDN'T I TOO?!
Just because you are older, you are more experienced, then I have no say at all?
BULL SHIT!
you can change the schedule whenever u wan, but I can't?
you just tell me the change of time and before I even replied, you just shut the call. WAT THE...
such an educated person you are.

f urself and die. stupid.
I feel ashamed of you.

LIFE IS UNFAIR!!!! ARGHHHH

rainbowww.

My wardrobe is full of blacks greys whites, all dark shades. They do a very good job in covering up fats I assume. I hope it workED. HAH. maybe it don't anymore cos I'm over-consuming fattening food, can feel the fats when I walk, when I sit, WHENEVER! I admit I haven't been controlling food intake, not AT ALL. brunch, tea-time, dinner, supper, and another supper. DAMN!#$%^&*@#

SO... I think, I....
Should go for more COLOURS. Hey colours can perhaps lead to a better mood man!
haha, just a random thought. I'm too stressed, so I thought of colours, beautiful colours to make me happier=D

Seriously I just need to bear with all these LOVELY major essays for another one week, and another website which I really dono what to do with it atm, THEEENNNNNN, deng deng deng deng, my life will be colourfullllllllllll, VERY VERY COLOURful =) and u can see a BIIIGGGG smile on my face =D =B (with rabbit teeth)

Recording sound check 1 2.

Went to do a demo recording two days ago,
it was so much fun especially when there are nice people to guide you and stuffs=D

That was my first time to get a 'full' (as in full song) recording, like really in a proper recording room. Thanks for the invitation Kok (the champion of ASQ'09 Composing category)
An English song was recorded, it actually took quite a long time to get a song done in recording.
wow, at first it was 3 hours, den when it's my turn it was around 2 hours+
we spent the whole afternoon there.
Same lines are needed to be repeated and sang slightly differently so that they can choose the best out of those and also for backup purposes.
It's the first time that I'm not complaining even it took such a long time to complete a task, I really did enjoy the process=D
Was pretty satisfied with the results although it's not absolutely perfect, but yeah, my expectations on my performance wasn't aimed THAT high, still so much room for improvement.

ok, obviously the pic below is faked. haha, I wasn't really in RECORDING that time, or else I would have been standing nearer to the mic. hahas. chu helped me to take that pic.


This lady who kept saying she's old is the sound/voice editor, computer controller, she's PRO! as I can see she did work fast and efficiently wuush. Kok's pic is not available, will wait until he uploads them to fb.
Should have more pics for the night session, it was new year song recording, the song is composed by Kok too. Hope to STEAL pics from fb soonish. hehh

till den=D